Losing one and gaining another-
I found a sense of relief today
I was reminded that plain words have no meaning, yet it’s the conviction and valor that is served with it that makes it worth while. No matter how much I hope for that to be false, it won’t change anything. I’m just stuck in this harsh reality that unfortunately is my life. Not that my life is unfortunate, just the situation is questionable…
[Now Playing : Fresh Breath After Coma – Explosions In The Sky]
You know what I also realized? I like to be in control of every situation at all times. I feel so out of it if I’m not in control at all. Even if I don’t hold all the power, I need some type of authority. Is that a bad thing? No. Hell no. I think everyone in the world likes to be in control all the time as well, but everyone is just afraid to say it. Admit it. Tell society to kiss your ass and do what you want to do. I do. Well, when I can. Due to school and rules and such, it doesn’t make it that easy. But when you can, stop being such a damn follower and do what you want. No one succeeds in the shadows of another man.