I used to always think that some of the people I knew were so lucky because they would go out and have fun. I’d see pictures and hear them talk about their crazy nights. I would think they were so cool, lol.

But why?

Because they were doing what they wanted to do. They had priorities and shit just like me (kids even) but wouldn’t let that keep  them from doing the things they wanted to do. I would think “damn these people are immature and need to grow up and get their shit together” while secretly envying them and all the fun they had. 

Well finally I have been doing things that I want to do. I have been going out to random local events and hanging out with friends. I know that there are things that need to be taken care of, like making sure all my bills are paid, working on my music business stuff, etc. But honestly, there is always going to be something that needs to be taken care of or some business to attend to. I need to take the time out to tend to myself and do things that I want to do and not just what I have to do. 

I’m not saying I’m going out every night getting drunk and being reckless. I just find myself saying yes to going out more rather than worrying about all the shit I need to do. And you know what? I feel like I have more time to take care of business. I mean at least it feels that way. Maybe it’s because I’m not as stressed and am happier and don’t mind the time and energy needed to handle business because I know I have had my fun, too. 

In any case, I had a great past two weekends and look forward to the positive momentum going on. Some people suck and try to ruin my fun or bail when I invite them. but I still have a wonderful time. It can be me by myself or just my boyfriend, whoever. I enjoy the leisure time that I’m lucky to have. 

Just got done cleaning my apartment. Like CLEANING cleaning. I’m tired as hell but have a #ROCKETS game to watch 🙂

Drop me a comment and tell me something that you like to do on the weekend or something that you’ve always wanted to do. Maybe I can do it for you, haha!!


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