A stuck stick in the mud. Willing but unable to move.Watching the other branches sway.Leaves sprouting. Efforts to be excellent.Lost to being the best stuck. Clouds go dark.Branches break and blow away.The sky opens, releases refreshing waves. Stuck no more.Grounded, instead.Loose enough to make a choice.Float or stay. Float or stay.
Expressing yourself can be hard as fuck sometimes. Especially when you don't have something necessarily good to say. But in hindsight, it's better to at least try. Though the convo may not play out as you thought/planned, hell at least you tried. At least you put forth the effort to let the other person know … Continue reading Express. Yourself.
It's been a day. Conversations put on the back-burner to like and comment instead. It's too much to ask for a text reply to your expression of love. It's been a day. Watching someone else take the victory over you, the once queen of the hive now turned worker bee. It's been a day. Physically … Continue reading It’s been a day.
Nothing more bothersome than expressing yourself so clearly that there is no doubt about what you want or need, yet the person on the other end doesn't oblige and acts clueless. But are they really clueless? Or just fuckin with you? Or they don't care? A "yes" to any of those reasons is a red … Continue reading Rejection
Over spilling with neglect, wrapped in white gold Mistaken for a fool who's heart has been sold Crying not for the situation but for the moral of the tale No one knows the woes under that veil Keeping secrets of the mind from the lips that can't win Giving up is giving in and by … Continue reading Night Murmurs
YALL!! lol I failed a little bit ... or a lot... I know I haven't been on here writing everyday with the kindness updates, but I've got this under control now. Day 21 I gave my coworker my french fries! You know that's nice, cause look at you, you're wanting some fries right now huh?! … Continue reading 365 DoK: Day 13-21
Day 11:I went to Walmart to pick up my groceries (yes I order and pick up my groceries from Walmart. It's easy and convenient and keeps me from buying excess crap!) Like always, it's a cluster during rush hour traffic. I wasn't in a rush or hurry, so I let some people go before me … Continue reading 365 DoK: Day 11 & 12